silver bells

who doesn't love december? it has always been the best month ever

signs around the house show that Christmas is really nearing. the decorations are up at hm and i must say that it looks really great this year. Its a pity that i wont be here to enjoy it on Christmas day itself. then again, i am looking fwd to christmas overseas :)

internship woes. when do i start? how to apply? can i just forget bout the whole thing? so troublesome

i like life in 3hour bits

supperclub is having a Traffic Light Party. oh my sars hahahaha..has sdu finally been smart enough to tie up with the clubs instead of subjecting poor defenseless freshmen to shallow games during camps?

only ONE paper left. but i decided things ended yesterday! got back at 2am and revelled in not having to wake up at 3am just to mug. I was already wide-eyed

STRAWBERRY FIELDS FOREVER

Who cares

It's one day before my financial accounting exam and I still have 6 more chapters to study. But the day is clear, the air is sweet, its a day which inane exams can't beat!

WHO CARES ABOUT FA SERIOUSLY WHO CARES?

Life is going on as per normal. I do not feel stressed nor worried at all. I just feel incredibly happy at this moment, don't know why. Perhaps its the early listening to Christmas songs. Really looking forward to Dec. It seems like it has already arrived! I wanna spend Christmas in a town square with snow falling softly, carols in the background, and the christmas star overhead. Maybe next year. Haha will be in Cambodia this 2009 for christmas! :)

Don't plug in

Singaporeans need to take time, slow down and people watch. We need more cafes, open spaces and art. We need more avenues for people to take interest in what others are doing, or heck even for that matter, just to take interest in each other. We are so wrapped up in our little ipod worlds in public. It's terrible! Sometimes, I try to resist plugging in whilst on the train. But there's this incredibly TENSE atmosphere. Everyone's trying to desperately escape contact with each other. Of course there's a level of quiet and harmony to be maintained....we dont want yakker trains. But shifty, tense, forced, fake sleeping silences are choking. A sneeze, shuffling of feet and a message ringtone are the loudest sounds to pierce the air. So many people squashed together and all being forced to look at each other (owing to how the seats are constructed). MRT as a form of social interaction? Yeah right. It could very well be.... but people here are so wary of one another that it's suffocating. Not that I go up to any random person and shout HOW YA DOIN but sheesh.. lighten up!

.

I've always had problems with averting my gaze. I do it too often

life is as bright as my floves

THINGS ARE LOOKING UP.

Friday was so beautiful. finished cls paper, did well for prop midterm, had a fun-filled night.... feels like the holidays already. boomz me outta here

Dear God

I'm finding it so difficult to focus on my studies now. Like that CLS paper that is due this Friday... zilch started.

week 10 has just ended and i really don't know how to characterize this term. can't quite put my finger onto it yet. drats. my sentences are becoming shorter ... . .. .... today I went to The Substation (there's a taxi stand right next to it) and bumped into two photographers walking around town. I want to do that too. Devote one entire day to photographing all the interesting people, nooks and crannies.

Treat time! check out the chorus from my current favourite song - Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold (thanks glo). Google the rest of the lyrics...

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again
oh no Once again

Dear God, no more selfish ways.

one after another

i used to like drama
in fact i still do
but when life becomes too dramatic
i start getting a little blue

i thought that week was over. seems like another crazy week has begun. Life has so much in store for us, why not space it out instead of have everything come in one cruel shot? haha.

Oh well. Everything has its purpose. Wish I was in the beautiful house by the beach now with whoever wants to come along. When i think about my impending summer internship, my heart sinks. When i think about what i love to do, my soul sings. I think the lines are becoming clearer. Perhaps my calling in life is not that blurry after all. Just perhaps.

=.=

PROPERTY LAW IS RETARDED

some ado about something

Midterm break has ended and the studying has not been going that well. Too much non-academic stuff has occured and I.am.bushed. I've gone back to school every single day this week despite it being the holidays. Hardcore mugger mode.... as if man. haha... there were just many other things that i had to do as well. btw, have u guys seen the siberian husky dog - mishka - 'i love you' video ? it's incredibly cute! after seeing it, i sort of made some space for dogs in my cat-dominated heart.

i am not heartless

Seven weeks of school left! and after that, it's our much-awaited Dec break! Let's all go for holidays together yeah? cant wait to get outta singapore again.

missed it, messed us, miss you

don't let me down
don't let me dooownnn
if i let somebody love me like you did
sweep me off home ground

So let me ask you, how can i dance happily in the moonlight in this state?

what a tiring week. what a tiring, tiring week. it was pretty eventful. but mentally and emotionally draining. good thing i'm a fit chick.